oh balls.

"You have to wait for the someone who sees you, and I mean really, truly sees you. Sees all your quirks and your flaws and the cracks in your facade and still loves you and gives you records and maybe goes to the park with you on Sundays to sit on the swings. Listen — this person will find you, but you have to wait. That’s the important distinction there. They will find you. So live your life, and be happy, and stop looking all the time."

found this on tumblr.
it really made me think.
you know, since this is EXACTLY what i want in life. records.parks on sundays included.

and then, because i'm me i immediately asked myself:

" what if i'm the one who sees all this in him so i have to be the one to initiate this and not the other way around like i think it is?"

what does this all mean?