together.

i fall hard.
i fall in love without knowing you.
any little hint of you liking me sends me into a spiral.

it's because i can't control what i've never actually felt.


when i actually do fall in love and the man loves me back
i won't know what to do with myself.
i'll be a walking, talking, mumbling anomaly of awkward and self doubt.

i'm a gonna need one hell of a man to settle me down.

or maybe that's what true love is.
self assurance where you never expected it.